Writing my college essays, I am forced to think
about my achievements in life and my upbringing. The college admission process
forces me to think critically on my life and examine myself as a human being.
As I reminisce and ponder these questions I am a lot like the character Gatsby
from the novel by F.Scott Fitzgerald, The
Great Gatsby, and like the visionary Philo T. Farnsworth. Gatsby and
Farnsworth both failed because they were too prideful, and did not have a clear
grasp of reality.
Both
Farnsworth and Gatsby were way to prideful, as a result, it lead them to their
downfall. Gatsby demonstrate pride through his wealth and power. Gatsby throws enormous
parties at his mansion to demonstrate the wealth and to show the power he has. One
scene, Gatsby throws his expensive clothing to impress Daisy to show his pride.
As a result of his pride, he created a grand illusion of himself and lost hold
of reality. Farnsworth, like Gatsby, was too prideful because of this; he did
not accept any help from other people. When Sarnoff asked Farnsworth to join
his company he decline because of his pride. If he had joined the RCA he would
have died a happier man. He would have had sufficient funds to pursue his dream
and get credit for his work. Farnsworth and Gatsby got too caught up on his
pride he lost his grasp on reality.
Farnsworth
and Gatsby lost hold of reality. They both believed in the romanticized and
fantasy life. Gatsby got caught up on his false illusion of himself and Daisy which
lead him to his downfall. Gatsby thought of Daisy as this idealistic, perfect
person. He thought he felt short of Daisy’s expectations because of this he
created an enormous illusion of him. Because Gatsby’s persona was so big, Daisy
felt she had felt short of his expectation. Farnsworth believed in the romantic
notion that he would get full credit for his work and that life is fair.
Farnsworth believed in this romantic notion of life and invention, as a result,
he never searched for help and remained stubborn. Gatsby and Farnsworth delusional
ideals caused them their downfall.
I
feel like I am a lot like Gatsby and Farnsworth. Like both people, I am very
stubborn and not open to many ideas. I am stubborn because I have a lot of
pride in myself. Any activity that I do, I believe I am the best at it. I do
not take other people’s ideas for consideration and I rarely ask for help. I
try to solve problems by myself. I also have a romanticized illusion of life
and myself. What I have learned from my seventeen years of life is that I rarely
show people my true identity. I create an ideal illusion of myself like Gatsby.
I believe life is fair and that I can achieve anything. By studying the
character Gatsby, and Farnsworth, I learned that I need to put hard work to
achieve my goals and seek for help if I am struggling.
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